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Her name is misscherie
Currently studying in university of Wisconsin-madison
01191989 is her day;
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    he's the sweetest!
    Tuesday, December 22, 2009 5:58 AM

    early in the morning, while reviewing my last final...i was almost stuck
    suddenly, a message pop up on my screen...
    guess from who?? HIM!! hahaha..isn't he the sweetest? i know im exaggerating, but it boost my way of studying!

    ganbattenee!!




    memories brings back happy moments
    first day of snow
    Friday, December 4, 2009 2:47 AM

    a request from my reader...another new post

    today was the first day of snow. it was so white and pretty, though i didnt get to enjoy the heavier ones, but i still think they were pretty. Imagine if you can spend the first snow with someone special in your life....isn't that such a romantic moment. i heard somewhere if you watch the first snow together with someone special, they can be your soulmate. true or not...i still think it's romantic.

    oh how i wish it could happen to me...well, i just wish it will...

    just like the day we saw the star falling, oh how i wish we saw the same star...

    me feeling like this...you should know why....
    to the guy that makes me smile~ "thanks"



    memories brings back happy moments
    combination of your life
    Monday, November 9, 2009 12:31 AM

    something inspired me to write this blog. this afternoon, a friend ask me about my horoscope and it got me thinking...how are people personality are being judge.

    well...let me show an example of my own life: here are the combination that i was born into

    horoscope: Capricorn

    They are prudent and practical. Their ambitious nature does not allow them to ever give up. They are vigilant. They plan before playing any game of life. They may come across as sadistic individuals who are orthodox and rigid. Perseverance and tolerance are their greatest qualities. They are generally upfront in fighting whatever comes in their way.

    chinese zodiac: Dragon

    People under the sign of the dragon are lively, energetic and fortunate. They often can be leaders and try to go for perfection. When they meet with difficulties, they are not discouraged. But they are a little arrogant, and impatient, and women are over- confident. If they overcome these defects, they can have a brighter future.

    People born in the Year of the Dragon are healthy, energetic, excitable, short-tempered, and stubborn. They are also honest, sensitive, brave, and they inspire confidence and trust. Dragon people are the most eccentric of any in the eastern zodiac. They neither borrow money nor make flowery speeches, but they tend to be soft-hearted which sometimes gives others an advantage over them.

    blood type: B

    People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.

    People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree. In anime, the genki, off-the-wall types are type B, along with any kind of well-intended character who's ruled by their impulses.

    If you noticed, there are the characteristics that I was born into. Don't you think it would fit better for a guy instead of a girl. All them generally focus that I am a person with goals and determination. Do you really think it’s true? Or am I reading this and thinking that it’s true which makes me doing what I am supposed to be.

    I’ll give you another personality result of mine. I took this test last summer and this is what I got.

    The Nurturer

    As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.

    ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

    ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

    ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

    ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

    The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

    More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

    Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

    The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

    ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

    The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

    Well, it’s interesting to think about this. You sometimes do not know the kind of characters are you. Or what’s your combination of life.



    memories brings back happy moments
    yeah, peepz im back~
    Sunday, November 8, 2009 2:10 AM

    after an absence for a while...i feel it's time for me to return to writing. I mean, u know there are not much people who read my blog,
    but i dun really care who read my blogs...i say what i like and i write what's on my mind.

    today's topic: being a fool

    i think for the past 20 years 10 months and 11 days of my live, I have been living like a fool. Not only in love, but in life.
    why do i said this? well, i never succeeded in love. I always either being played, used or even betrayed by love. so u see, how fool am i? this is why i hate falling in love, especially with good guys. cause i know good guys are so good to you and that you take them the wrong way. but if you ignore those good feelings that they offer, people will say you're not.

    Outside, I may look cool and cheerful in a way. but inside, there are a lot of thoughts of jealousy that i have been trying to throw away.
    you think it's easy? no...everytime i try to dish the feelings away, they keep coming back. i really really hate it. when will love stop playing with me? I want a decent life and i don't know...too many heartbrokens keep me not believing in love. i tried hard not to fall for those same people...even if my close friends told me to wait and see what will his reaction will be, i always knew that it will end up the same. they don't have the same feeling as you. but it's hurt to know those truth and i keep running away from those truths. why?
    because love is such a pain, and the pain that caused by love, took years to heal. and if i wanna believe in love, it will take time.

    suddenly i have the urge to write this:

    you came into my dream
    but i never knew the happy ending
    'cause the sun woke me with its bright shines.
    oh i wish the dream will never end.

    when i first saw you
    i thought you're just ordinary
    not catchy or even good looking
    but don;t judge the book by its cover

    as time goes,
    i thought we grew closer.
    the summer keeps us closer
    and i begin to open my heart to you

    we started out as friends
    and things ended up so different in the end
    but i already knew it will be like this
    thinking whether i should continue or move on

    the miracle of love never come to me
    the summer of love fools me
    and it betrays me during the moody moments of fall
    oh this is why i hate summer
    cause i know nothing last forever.





    memories brings back happy moments
    nosebleed
    Thursday, June 25, 2009 12:23 AM

    every since monday..
    madison has been hot hot hot
    well..wanna proof how it is??
    i got a little tan.
    i know wrote a little,
    but to me,
    it's a lot!
    i mean,
    you can see the tan lines on my arms.

    today, i was studying for my permit
    suddenly, a burst of blood ran down my nose.
    i quickly went to the sink
    but the blood don;t stop
    house became hectic
    hahaha...
    well, my first time i had a nose bleed
    i didn't know wad to do.

    then i call ephine.
    she call dhina...
    then she call felix...
    then my head was iced...and i lay down
    but i dunno wad is the proper way
    lay down or sit...
    very confusing.
    well, it's summer baby!
    i need to be more aware of the weather...
    too hot!!!

    hahaha
    have fun summer pepz!

    currently listening: pernah muda - bunga citra lestari


    memories brings back happy moments
    everyday is so unpredictable
    Wednesday, June 17, 2009 10:40 AM

    disregard my previous entries.
    that's just me feeling so down
    but now i have find comfort around my friends
    we laugh, we joke and we have fun.
    though some of us may have classes.
    but it feels like we are having the summer holiday

    that's the thing
    i miss out a lot of those moment before
    now that i one by one opened up to people
    things seem easier.

    haven't started on my packing
    too lazy.
    been out everyday
    but i still having the cough n flu every morning
    n night...
    wad to do...

    i dun really no..

    looking forward for more happiness...
    hoping things will remain the same~


    memories brings back happy moments
    maybe i should go away somewhere
    Sunday, June 7, 2009 9:18 PM

    i'm a dork.
    i'm a geek.
    i should quit pretending to have a happy life.
    i should quit making up smiles.
    cause no one cared anyways.
    with the this blog too.
    cause no one reads it
    or care
    i should leave...
    and never come back.


    memories brings back happy moments
    blow my mind away
    Sunday, May 31, 2009 2:36 PM

    i got myself day dreaming
    i dunno what's wrong with me
    i feel like staying at home
    just staring through my window
    looking at the empty swimming pool
    seems boring..
    the house is quiet when no one is around
    it's weird
    but i like it that way
    it calms me down
    and only me is around

    maybe i just spend my days
    blowing those dandelions
    spreading all my love
    until someone can catch
    and hold on to it
    forever!

    currently listening: apple and cinnamon - utada hikaru
    credit: goedele91@deviantart.com


    memories brings back happy moments
    i got my beauty sleep back~
    Saturday, May 16, 2009 2:40 PM

    hehehe...
    after 12 hours of sleep!
    i feel refresh!

    see the proof...
    improving eyebags!

    currently listening: all you are - above envy


    memories brings back happy moments
    the boy's gone home
    Thursday, May 14, 2009 11:30 PM

    life seems simple
    you wake up
    you breathe
    and
    you choose
    do you want to be happy

    but each morning i fail to do so
    i forget to decide
    whether i want to be happy or not
    happiness....
    they don't come to you
    you have to make it your own

    my mind isn't in the right moment
    there are times
    angers keep building inside me
    i want to burst out
    but i couldn't
    it's just keep hurting me sometimes
    i don't understand why

    "Be so happy with the way you are
    Just be happy that you made it this far
    Go on be happy now.
    Please be happy now."

    i wish things were easy
    now look what i've done to my life
    it's a mess...
    now i just need to find a way
    to fix things...



    memories brings back happy moments